It seems to be an instantaneous reaction that most assuredly comes from my heart and not my brain because one thing I've learned over the years is that my heart lives in a candy-coated world of rainbows and unicorns where maybe, just maybe wishing hard enough will bring true love.
It took me many years, and a couple embarrassing instances of one-sided "love" to finally separate my brain from my heart. Now when my heart begins it's little song and dance the rest of me just laughs and gets on with reality.
Hahaha, so totally understand this! I even go so far as to think about wether the man will physically "pass" as being my son's biological father! A. It isn't going to happen, and B. Who cares if this guy bares a resemblance to my son or not!
ReplyDeleteI completely still do and I am definitely "old enough to know better." Of course I also do it with the embryo transfer, the thought of a new job, etc.
ReplyDeleteYes!! I'm so guilty of this!
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